《Trauma》是BoyWithUke演唱的歌曲。
基本介紹
- 外文名：Trauma
- 歌曲原唱：BoyWithUke
- 填詞：BoyWithUke
- 譜曲：BoyWithUke
- 發行日期：2023年10月6日
- 歌曲語言：英語
歌曲歌詞
Growing up I never had a lot of money
成長路上 未曾真正有錢相伴
I never had a phone
我未曾有部手機
Always was a little hungry
肚子總是填不飽
Used to find it hard to sleep
那是還總難以入眠
When I could hear my mother sobbing
我也會聽見母親抽泣
I was 10 back then
那時候我十歲
I didn't have a room
還沒有自己的房間
Had to buy used shoes
只能買二手鞋
I hid behind tunes
我躲在音樂里
To avoid abuse
來逃避虐待
And every time I fell
每次我墜落
I would blame it on myself
都會責怪自身
Even if it was an accident
儘管只是場意外
Maybe it's not what I want
或許這非我想要的
Oh I've seen better days
我已觀見更好的時光
And the moment ****ing sucks
那時候真糟心啊
But I'll be damned if I don't stop
可若我不停止 那必將受指責
And, honestly, why not
事實上 為何不繼續呢
When nobody gives a ****
反正沒人在意
But sometimes I just can't help myself
但有時候我控制不了自己
I wanna give up trying
曾一度想要放棄嘗試
And start doing something else
然後做點別的
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
有時我會感到不知所措
I know it's in my mind
我深知此般思想根深蒂固
But I think I need some help
但我覺得我需要些許幫助
Cuz sometimes I just can't help myself
因為我每次情不自禁之際
I was an outcast
總是孤苦伶仃之時
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
被人們晾在一旁 好讓他們嘲笑
Too shy to talk about home
對於家的故事 我也羞於啟齒
I always thought life was supposed to be cold
我本覺得世界就應該冷酷無情
And oh I've been so
我最近也一直很
Lost without hope
迷茫 沒有希望
I got a window in my head, it's a casket
我心靈中有一扇窗 可這是因為我心如死灰
You know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
我曾希望自己對一切就此別過 可我將之掩飾而過
Maybe it's not what I want
或許這非我想要的
Oh I've seen better days
我已觀見更好的時光
And the moment ****ing sucks
那時候真糟心啊
But I'll be damned if I don't stop
可若我不停止 那必將受指責
And, honestly, why not
事實上 為何不繼續呢
When nobody gives a ****
反正沒人在意
But sometimes I just can't help myself
但有時候我控制不了自己
I wanna give up trying
曾一度想要放棄嘗試
And start doing something else
然後做點別的
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
有時我會感到不知所措
I know it's in my mind
我深知此般思想根深蒂固
But I think I need some help
但我覺得我需要些許幫助
Because it's all I know
因為這是我知道的全部
My hands around my throat
我的雙手扼住自身喉嚨
Pray that I won't let go
祈禱自身不會順其自然
This time around
這一次我逃過一劫
But every single time
但每次我
I try to shut my eyes
閉上雙眼
I see the reason why
我都能明白
I'm not alone
為何我並非孤身一人
Sometimes I just can't but sometimes I just can't help myself
但有時候我控制不了自己
I wanna give up trying
曾一度想要放棄嘗試
And start doing something else
然後做點別的
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
有時我會感到不知所措
I know it's in my mind
我深知此般思想根深蒂固
But I think I need some help
但我覺得我需要些許幫助
Sometimes I just can't help myself
有時候我控制不了自己
