Cynicality

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I don't know when I got scared

Scared of my imagination

Used to see beautiful things

Now I got this sick fixation

I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had

Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have

Believing every negative feeling is a fact

I don't wanna get used to that

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down

I'm so good at being critical

I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt

When you're good at being cynical

I'm jealous of when I was young

And everything was right there waiting

Wanted the sky aimed so high

Instead of lowering my expectations

I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground

And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud

I think I'm realizing no one figures it out

And I gotta get used to that

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down

I'm so good at being critical

I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt

When you're good at being cynical

If I hope and it doesn't work then

I know it's gonna hurt so I'll

Make a joke act like nothing wrong

And put another layer of armor on

Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down

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